My Babydow Life Story!
It was a spring morning, I and my handsome husband were watching the bluebirds come and eat from our bird-feeder… I couldn’t wait until the robins came down to eat also, we could hear their beautiful song in the mornings and evenings. It was perfect! We were remembering old times, like when I went to church and said to him “Wow… your handsome!” Then I ran off, he followed me, saying “And your beautiful” I couldn’t even believe my ears when he said that! Then we remembered the time he proposed to me, he said “Would you marry me, beautiful?” I chuckled and said “Yes!” So… we got married, I had on this beautiful silky white dress on, thinking it was only a dream, when I woke the next morning, I found out it wasn’t. The months pasted by quickly, first June, I turned 35… we are married for 15 years now, loving, happy, and child-less… Then June turned into September, the 8th we had our first rose, Rebekah he said, after you darling! I said “Well, ok…” She looks like me, she has beautiful eyes brown eyes like me, red hair, sortive like mine in the summer, and she is a daddy’s girl! It wasn’t until she was six months, her father went to work, a bad storm came, he got into a really bad car wreck, and he died… I couldn’t bare it, he was mine, I kept telling myself that he is going into Heaven, but somehow I couldn’t bare it though, I knew him pretty much all my life, and then some.. I couldn’t live the day that day… I didn’t even care if Rebekah got into my cooking utensils, if it weren’t for that day… I’d be on her behind… she can move fast! I never thought I could live that day out, he lived only to say “I love you” Those were his last warming words… I choked out “I love you too” out of my tears… I couldn’t bear it. The days passed on by, by now Rebekah was over a year, always asking where is daddy, I always feel empty inside, I have a rabbit, a daughter, and a mom, what else was there to wish for? You knew the answer… my father and husband. Now that my daughter is almost 2 I dread the day she will go to school… I can’t help it, I keep worrying, like Will she make new friends, or will she get picked on? Will she do good or bad in her grades? Will I get her potty trained? How good or bad is the teacher? I can’t help myself, now that it is spring again, I and my daughter watch the blue birds and robins come and eat remembering the good times, wishing they were still here.
Part 2
It was a crispy cool morning, Rebekah had gone
outside, without me
knowing…she came racing up to the garden where I was, just about to
bloom my very first twins… she raced up to me… and said “Mommy, wook,
wook!! It’s a wetter from Ow!” I read it to her, and she couldn’t wait…
she woke up Jarius(only because Hallie was to sleepy) and she said
“Jawrius, Jawrius… guess what!!” He said “Whals? Iamsd swalweepy…” Then
Rebekah said “mommy is making pandcakes and eggws!” and he got right up,
and she carried him downstairs… I said “Well… whos the early birds
around here, huh?” As I tickled them both then Jarius said his very
first word! He said “Mommy… Whast youfa dwosin?” I was SO proud of him, I
couldn’t believe it!! Rebekah was so excited I send her outside to get
all the energy out lol!! We had a trampoliene… that is what Rebekah
called it lol!! And she jumped for joy, for going to school, for hearing
her little brother saying his very first word, it was perfect!! All day
long he said, “Mommy, Rebekah, and Hallie” Rebekah was so excited… but
she knew what she’d miss mostly, meeting the twins… I told her, I’d let
her meet them, right today, she was SO excited…. When she held them, her
whole face lit up…. She said “Mommy… what was it like in skool?” I
said “Its school sweet heart, and it was hard, yet fun” She said “Okawy,
I wov Dey and Parrish!” That day, Jarius got out of the house… at least
Rebekah was watching him… only because he got so close to the road…
When they got inside, I had my hands full, Dey in one hand, Parrish in
another, and Hallie crawling away… I got Rebekah to watch Jarius and
Hallie while I fed and burped Dey and Parrish… Rebekah couldn’t wait,
she said “When I get marrised, I m gonna have twinws two!”
Then we all went to bed… it was a perfect day… I knew that the
next day Rebekah would go to school… I also knew she’d like it
Then next day she went to school… she got to be with Mrs. Willits…
and Ethan… and I said that we’d write all the time… it was a GREAT
day… I miss her, but I know she loves it.. that was the last time we saw
her, except for her school photos!!
